Author Archives: actuallyiforgot

it is coming. don’t worry you will get used to it. there is nothing that you can do. there is nothing that is to be done. relax and take a moment for yourself.

I’ve been spending a lot of time sorting lately. Not actually processing anything. Like, nothing is getting done, nothing is getting thrown out, but it is all getting more organized. Instead of a big chaotic pile, I now have a series of smaller less chaotic piles. I’m going to do another round of organizing andContinue reading “Sorting”

Things take time. Time to fit. Time to find. The thing you are excited about, when will you stop? Why indeed? When excitement settles into something good, when time takes away all the wrappings, will you still recognize it? Will you respect the good thing? What’s better the gift or the wrapper? New shoes takeContinue reading “New Shoes”

I was thinking about something, but I’ve lost it now. It probably wasn’t that important. So how are you doing lately? How is your family doing? How are your friends? What’s your favorite fruit? Honestly, I can’t decide.

I’m at a low point. I’m burned out. I didn’t want to get out of bed. I don’t really want to drink coffee or start working. I’m not sure what subtle force is pushing me through the routine. I’m grateful for it but want to be an asshole to it. I shouldn’t though. I’m soulContinue reading “Subtle”

I don’t know what I am or where I am and that’s ok. I’m not lost as long as I’m not trying to be found. Something interesting will happen to you during the summer. Pay attention, you might really like it. Something that will change you again is on its way. It’s sure to findContinue reading “I don’t recall the last time I felt this way.”

listen to hip hop and stare out the window with me

Hopefully, you’ll notice and it will make a difference

the business of the future is not necessarily threatening, though it is uncertain many of the futures out there will welcome you with open arms many will out right refuse to work with you; doesn’t matter… take the time to richly define a goal state contemplate your whole actuality it’s a problem of transformation transformContinue reading “It is the business of the future to be dangerous…”